Hi everyone..
I hope you are still negative from Covid-19 and #stayathome.
Today I was extremely sad. For me this year should be my happiest year as I should have my wedding in few months but seems likely I have to postponed due to this outbreak.
Its really upsetting because almost 50% of preparation was done. Not only I had to postponed my wedding, but I also couldn't top up my savings for my wedding because most of my income was from my part time work which is as a private tutor. Since we are under movement control order (MCO), I couldn't fulfill my duty. So I only depending on my monthly salary which I need to pay all my commitments.
This is really heartbreaking. But what else can we do? Nothing except to pray may all this matter finally solves.
After one problem comes another. Today I received a new that I will probably taking unpaid leave (forced) since the kindergarten I'm working at will have to shut down. This will happened until the government allow schools to operate. But the problem is, we don't know how long it will be.
So I also don't know how long I have to be under the unpaid leave. How am I going to survive? What about my commitments? Car? Rental? Foods? All this are circulating in my head right now.
This is very huge test for me. I don't know how long I can hold. I am really upset and sad. For now, I wish there will be a rainbow after all this rain. Please pray for me. And I pray may we win this war.
Have a nice day.
xoxo, ZS
